I've seen many successful forex traders online becoming successful overnight, when they explain their stories they do tell that their lives were hard and that they did not have money to live.
But after they learned trading, they made money fast and now they can buy the things they want .
They can now help others learn how to trade and they also have good stories to tell about their trading journey ☺️
My advice to you is that do not give up on forex, keep learning and you will get the money you lost on forex, good luck on your trading journey.