You as a trader, you must make sure that you know everything about trading.
Everyday learn something new about forex, my advice to you is that you must read forex books and learn how money works.
Watch many many videos about forex and also forex podcast videos.
They will teach you how to trade properly and smooth, you will learn and know signals, robots, books and the charts.
Don't give up on your trading dream, make sure everyday you watch forex videos as much as you can and also read books.
Good luck on your trading journey ☺️